Our current sate of existence is merely made up of a series of moments strung together. Yet, all the moments have meaning. They align in just the right way even when it seems all wrong. It’s purpose is not always clear but a purpose still exists. For me, sometimes it’s in the simple things that I seem to find this repeated meaning. A line written in a book, a script spoken by an actor on screen, a call or text at the moment someone is passing my thoughts, a silly conversation, one could say these are somewhat random things. However, these random moments perhaps aren’t random at all.
We connect because we are connected. Therefore, we do not connect, we simply re-connect. Usually with a sense of satisfaction, and closure. As if we have been looking for each other and the search is over. It is in fact, simply that. We have found each other, or rather our souls have found each other. I can’t remember any of my past live, so don’t ask me to recount them. I feel them though. I feel the intense lure of locations and certain elements such as water, I’m drawn to the ocean, rivers, lakes, even puddles. I feel the reacquainting emotions my soul rejoices in when it’s happening. My soul often overwhelms me. I know she is made up of great minds from throughout the ages because I feel her continuing thirst for knowledge. I feel her age, her intolerant nature of souls she is not acquainted with. She seems to only really react to a few. No need for knew connections, only reconnecting. She wishes to retire soon. To take leave from the repeated circles and return to a place of peace and bliss. I feel her breathing life into me as I draw my own, her emotions mix with my own, I am a part of her because I am made up of her.
My beliefs can be seen as justification and I do not deny the probability. Nevertheless, they remain my beliefs. I do not claim to see your aura, although I believe it can be done as simply as one being empathetic. As a Pisces, I feel and project my energy and my emotions onto others. Because of this, when you are in my thoughts, I am probably in yours. I absorb others energy as well. I feel your happiness, sadness, angry, etc. People are drawn to me for comfort. I’m am split as two but I am balanced as one. To my advantage I can feel my soul when she reacts to others and to places. Though to my disadvantage, she is able to project through my Pisces nature and she connects, even when I don’t want to.
While I feel her tremendously at every second that passes, I don’t see things so clearly. It takes me some time, but I can always feel out what it all means. That is the important part of the story really, what it all means. What each thing means. Just as it’s a series of moments strung together that make up our current sate of existence, with a purpose, it all means something.
I remember when I realized it all. It was like one simple moment, opened my eyes to it all. Suddenly, I got it. I realized it all meant something and I wanted to live in those moments. I wanted to be happy…..
(To be continued only if your really interested in reading on, if so ask me for the rest of the story! :)
